The last day of 2012.

Phew...Today is the last day for 2012.
There are a lot of things happened in this year especially the sad things.
Anyway,I am still feeling lucky as NOT everyone who I treat as friend betrayed me.
I am really appreciate as I still have 4 besties,a sifu and 3 buddies.All of them cares for me.
Hmm....In the beginning of this year,I was first expected that it will be a quite nice and challengable year for me so I am really waiting and longing for it.
However,this year wasn't a nice year for me and disappoint me for so much.=(

The activities/event happened in this year:
Jan=I was feeling happy to "upgrade" myself to form5 student--the oldest/most experienced student in school.Someone had just moved to my school,as a senior and friend,I had brought he to walk along my school.I met my friend,and my friend was misunderstood something.Haha...What the hell made you guys thought that we are couple?Okay,I admit that I had crushed he before.But everything passed lar...!!!Chinese New Year,I followed church member to visit others house.Such a nice trip for me and I will let this to be one of the most great memories in my life.

Feb-April=I busy for those homeworks,examinations,practices,and everything.All of this made me felt so stressful.I started to join sunday school and become a helper there.PS,instead of helper,i rather to say that I am a spoiler.I met two senior who is from KK,they taught and helped me alot in additional maths,physics and chemistry.Thanks alot!I felt the distance between me and YR started to become far.Can I thought that as a  six-sense mistake..?I joined back choir because of the cute president and vice-president,argh..and of course the pop-star in future.Both are my friends..hahahaha..

May=Alot of things happened in this month,especially the sad one!
Chess competition for MSSWPL had organised and held in SK Pekan I.I represented SMKL to join the competition for girl under eighteen group.Luckily,I got first runner up in the competition.Thanks lord!!Because of this competition,I escaped an event at sunday school and I caused trouble.JM found me on the second day and blamed me for not informing them.I felt guilty yet innocent as I informed others by messages a day before that.I kept quiet and pretended nothing had happened even though my heart was actually hurt by her.Start from that day,two of us stopped talking.What a great misunderstanding?!I felt so disappointed to her or even the others from church as there are nobody believe me.Am I really that unbelievable?As a result,I quit sunday school.For me,church was not a relaxable and suitable place for me anymore.Hmm...A sad memory for me.After that,I joined "latihan pusat" which held in SMKM.I am choosed to represent Labuan to MSSM.WOOHOOO!!!So great!A lot of funny things happened in training centre=Alex was bullied by all of us throughout the training session.(Haha.Sorry,man!),someone was greatly hurt by me as i said he stupid on his birthday.(eh..sorry bah,dont so "small gas" bah...),Sab was said as dogface,Jenny is said as prevert,and I am labelled as dark arrow queen!!haha...What a weird name?I still remember that 6 of us paired to play chess,we sat at same table and near to each other.Then 6 of us kept laughing and warned by teacher.Everyone was looking at us but we still laught like crazy there.wahahaha!!!!I would like to say thank you to all of them,because of them,I could temporary forgot the hurt caused by those "friends".

June=I joined MSSM and went to Terengganu.Nine days trip made me crazy!haha...A lot of stupid things I learnt from the trip,especially the bad one.><''.In that trip,everyone was labelled with few nice nick names~haha...Seriously,I strongly miss the time in Terengganu.It can consider as one of the most interesting trip I ever follow.I crushed someone in that trip,I couldn't believe that thing happened on me.@.@..I  crushed with a noob ka?(said by my lovely TX)haha.I shocked everyone.Nice trip for me,after this trip,I got a new sifu...wakakaka....and of course few buddies.....I back to Labuan and started my rushed life.Everyday busy for practices,competitions and examinations..T^T..However,june still consider as the best month for me.=DD

July-Nov=Busy for SPM,argued with my brother for several times.Why can't he understand me?I explained everything to he but it just like I am talking to a statue!I felt like wan't to help he everytime but he rejected,No idea la....haixx...He hurt me alot...too...After back from Terengganu,me and XE became buddy,we usually talked so much in van and cause a lot of inconveniece to others..hehe..sorry ar...

DEC=It should be a new life for me.I went to Kuching after SPM to relax myself.After that I followed caroling.I still remember that someone fooled me.She asked me to reserve a place for her.I am waiting for her but she ignored it and sat at another table.She hurt me twice a year,I really moody on that day,my buddy saw it and brought me cola.Thanks.After that,he suggested to play something,we played paper,scissors,stone and the punishment for the loser was to drink the cola.As the result,7 of us one go the cola/wintermelon...Nice memory for all of us.I done something stupid in this year,I told he that I liked he,and I can imagined his sweat face,I am still happy even though being rejected as I lost the one who don't like me at all but he lost the person who like he the most.I stopped my relation between me and YR/JM,for me,it is better to be a simple friend than a besties,their life wasn't that suitable for me,I am sick for those complicated things,I wan't a simple life.Yes,I admit that I changed alot compare to form3,but,I never felt any sign of regret for it.I started to work at hotel,everyday have to face each kind of person,it is consider as such interesting work.hehe..Is that my new life?yeah,I hope so.

2013,Please be nice to me!